megs in new york... johnathons mom is being super mean to him since brandi left ... i went and say charlie and the chocolate factory and i loved it ... i also saw wedding crashers and i liked it to... that is good because recently i have went to the movies and hated most of the ones i have seen.. i am really lookin forward to devils rejects ... i really like scary movies ... i leave the 23 for myrtel beach so i am excited except i dunno what i am gonna do with out johnathons for a week! I MIGHT DIE! work has been pretty ok i guess i got my first check it was a grand totel of 8 dollers.... ohh yeah i cried ... they make me sit in the back and do bitch work it sucks really really bad ... so yeah i hope things get better ... i hate going to work...

i know this kinda sounds kinda bad but sometimes i wish i could spend more time with my friends it just seems like i never get to hang out with them ... i mean i love spending time with johanthon but i just feel like i have no friends anymore... and when i think about it i dont ... i dont mean for this to sounds like a ohh lets feel sorry for jaclyn because i dont want people do... but i dont know how to explain this feelin... it is kinda like being lonely but having people all around ... it just seems like i cant relate to anyone .. errr now i feel dumb...

im really freakin sick right now ... i feel like poo ... !! someone post me so i have something to look forward to